18w!

18 weeks today. The belly did not want to take any good pictures this morning. Maybe it has to do with the funky shirt I'm wearing. The shirt itself I found on the Old Navy clearance rack for $5.50 and the jeans (size 6 skinny maternity jeans!) for $18. Total score. Losing weight between pregnancies was a bad idea because now I need to buy all new maternity clothes!

I have a midwife appointment in an hour, which I'm not expecting to be too exciting. Pee in a cup, take my blood pressure, feel the fundal height, any questions? Wednesday though is the anatomy scan, which I'm really looking forward to. Even though we are team green, just that reassurance and checking the baby out will make this all seem much more real to me.

I'm in kind of a blah mood at the moment with everything going on; I think it's just really overwhelming me. The more pregnant I get, the more anxious I get to be in our forever home, and not a "just for now" rental. Oh, well. It will come in time, I'm sure.